:: time is precious ::

Dear blog,

Today I really want to talk about how regretful I am to just let this precious time slips away..its ramadhan and I think that I did not make full use of it..

Its already 2nd of August..only few more days left before ramadhan leaves us again..how I do wish that I can turn back time..but it is impossible..

Hopefully I can make full use of this few days..Dear Allah..please forgive me..oh Allah in your name. .I live and I die..

P/s: diharap bulan ramadhan kali ini bukan yang terakhir. .semoga intan dapat menikmati bulan yang mulia ini sekali lagi...amiiinnn

:: Provisional Registered Pharmacist ::

Alhamdulillah..mulai esok, bermula lah kerjaya sebagai PRP di hospital Ampang (sbnrnya dah masuk khamis lps)..yes, jodoh kuat sangat kat situ..masa final year pun attach kat situ gak hehehe..anyway, intan sangat bersyukur terhadap rezeki yang Allah berikan ni.. I am happy and blessed, now i will try my best to learn whatever i can here and also to work hard..yang penting mestilah niat kita kena ikhlas kerana Allah...


P/S: first week dah dapat Clinical Haematology..mmg takut sgt huhu Ya Allah,permudahkan segalanya..Amiiiinnnnn

Oh! Dah convo dah..gambar kemudian ye :)

:: T_T ::

WARNING! sape yang sangat sensitif or cepat emotional dilarang mendengar lagu ni *okay dengar bole kot tp jangan baca lyric dia* sedih woooo~~

Dedicate this song to?? to the people that would not definitely be a part of my life *jeng jeng jeng*

:: hey you~ ::

hey you..

it's been a while eh?

why am i suddenly thinking of you?

well i saw your picture in one of our friend's album

an old picture...

maybe that is why i'm wondering how you've been

it's going to be 4 years..since i last saw you

hope you are happy right now..God bless~

Something to remind myself everyday..

Forget his name, forget his face

Forget his kiss, his warm embrace

Forget the love that you once knew

Remember he has someone new

Forget him as they play your song

Remember how you cried all night long

Forget how close you two once were

Remember he has chosen her

Forget you memorized his walk

Forget the way he used to talk

Forget the things he used to say

Remember he has gone away

Forget his laugh, forget his grin

Forget the dimples on his chin

Forget the way he held you tight

Remember he's with her tonight

Forget the time that went so fast

Forget the love that moved, it's past

Forget he said he'd leave you never

Remember that he's gone forever

Forget him!!

unknown, adapted by DaKota Stone

p/s: don't get me wrong..i know who i am..my feelings for you are long gone and i don't want you back~

:: quote for the day ::

Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing~

:: because of a man ::

Suka lagu ini..memberi semangat..just want to share with you guys..yes ini lagu korean and yes saya suka kim taeyeon :P

Dedicate to all my dear friends..sape2 je la...let's move on with our life...everything happens for a reason~ :)

Sila dengar lagu skali sambil baca lyrics..lg syok~ hahaha

I’ve lost my way
I’ve lost count of how many times
I’ve faltered before love
Every time I act like this,
I’ll probably find another person and rest on them
But this time, I don’t want to do that
I can’t live like this any longer

Just because of a man,
so that I won’t cry and laugh,
I want to stand on my own two feet
I want to live without depending on someone
Just because of a man,
so that I won’t be shaken
I want to learn to live alone
so that I can smile a bright smile
without holding someone else’s hand

I needed someone
I couldn’t be alone
I couldn’t deal with my pain by myself
Every time that I loved,
because I believed that this was forever,
I gave it all
But this time, I don’t want that
I can’t live like this any longer

Just because of a man,
so that I won’t cry and laugh,
I want to stand on my own two feet
I want to live without depending on someone
Just because of a man,
so that I won’t be shaken
I want to learn to live alone
so that I can smile a bright smile
without holding someone else’s hand

So that I can smile

Credits: Soompi forum

okay sape yang berminat lagu ni..and rasa nak nyanyi sama2..intan bg sekali romanji lyrics :P

nan gireul irossuyo myut bonjaenji mollayo
ibyul apeso hwichung gorineun naega
nan maebon irol dae mada
saero-un sarameul chajaso dodashi gidaetjyo

hajiman ibonen shiroyo
doh isang irogeh salsooneun obtjyo

do isangeun namja daemooneh
oolgo ootji angeh
na doobaro soh isseurae
nugu egedo dashin
gidaeji angoh saraga bollae
doh isangeun namja daemooneh
heundeuriji angeh
honja saneungol bae-oorae
nuguwe soneul jabji angoh isodo
balgeun misoro ooseul soo itgeh

nan nuga piryohaetjyo
honja itjil mothaethyo
honjason apeumeul gamdanghal soo obsotjyo
nan sarangeul hal dae mada
yongwon hal gora midotgi-eh
modeungol ju-otjyo
hajiman ijeneun shiroyo
doh isang ibogeh sal sooneun obtjyo
Chorus

Ooh~ Oh~ Ooseul soo itgeh~

Credits: forums.BoAjjang.com

:: something to share ::

ermm this is a random picture (picture of me and my best friend pijat)

Simple and short..

I am so impressed with myself..

Seriously..proud of myself...

just realize that..after chatting with my bestie~

hahahaha

well conclusion is

I LOVE ME!!!

enough said :)

:: reminder for myself ::

"Jangan ingat dia lagi...cuba ko pikir...after all that happened..dia ada contact dengan ko lagi x?dia ada tanye pasal ko lagi x?dia ada amik tau pasal ko?tanye ko mcm mane? tak de kan?buat ape nak pikir pasal dia lagi sedangkan dia tak pernah pikir pasal ko...masa ko tgh usaha untuk naikkan semangat ko balik..masa sedih..dia ada x?dia tolong tak ko?ko pikirla sendiri intan...dah brape bulan korang tak bertegur sape..padahal ape yg terjadi ni bukan salah sape2..kononnyer after all that happened hopefully still be friends..ini ke dinamakan kawan?"

Suddenly i found this one..it's been in my phone for few months...hmm this msg is kinda harsh but i do understand her...she care about me..she don't want me to be sad anymore..i don't blame her..but i guess my situation is different..nisah i hope u understand~

I guess he who shall not be named (i can't believe i'm using this!just like my ex mr.z) thinks that this is the best way...and i think so too..sacrifice so call love and friendship..hope it's worth it..and i think that it is worth it..for both of them especially..

*i had never regret with the life i have chosen*

*if you guys were in my shoes..then you will probably understand*

*i don't care and i don't mind at all..i'm happy with my life right now*

p/s: I've started to open up a bit..dun worry..i'll try not to express everything in my heart..maybe because i suddenly reminiscing the memories..it's been 8 months..and i don't care about it anymore~ :)

*hope you guys are happy..mmg happy pun kan?*

:: mood hilang ::

haaaa tgk tajuk pun dah tau kan?? pastu wat entry dalam BM..nampak sangat tak de mood...adoi~

ish...xleh...kena mood happy..sebab blog ni kena happy2...hahaha okay..berusahalah!

Waiting for my friends to pick me up...yup wedding invitations..haha suprisingly they willing to pick me up here in puncak alam..so that's fine with me..as long as i'm not the one who drives...

Tick tock..time passes by so fast...it's already sunday...workload is still not in the danger zone i guess...stress?aaaaa i am in stress! really need some help here...i need someone to slap my face right now!!!my emotions are so not stable sometimes..but Alhamdulillah still in control...one of my friends told me that i look pale and thinner...what??impossible!! my appetite is getting better day by day..but i dunno..suprisingly i'm happy because someone told me that i'm thin (hahaha giler!!) :P

Anyway.. My life is getting better day by day...my decision before..well everything that i have done before has shown it's results..happy ones..sad ones..macam2 ada...i'm happy...for myself..that i have found the solution for my happiness in life *well still in progress but i know this is the right one*

Okay gtg..attending weddings in progress~

p/s: 10.6.2009 and 1.8.2009...ada ape dengan tarikh2 ini? well this is the date that i really want to forget..and it is till in progress...don't worry..this date is not important anymore for that someone~

almost forgot! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BEST FRIEND!! Dr. Natrah Razak~

heee semoga panjang umur n murah rezeki..merawatlah haiwan2 dengan baik ea~

love you

:: like i said..my days is going to get busier ::

Salam! hello everyone..once again i got the time for making a new entry..hihihihi gomen..i've been very busy these days..

I just finish my first quiz for Marketing...hahaha it was horrible..it was like taking my final exam!waaaa so stressful...i've been trying my best to study for this quiz..but still i can't seem to answer it very well *sigh*..oh well..all i can say is i've done my best..so let's study for the next test..MKT again...adoi~

It's a beautiful Wednesday..with no class, no tutorial..i guess that today is a free day for me..hoho i don't think so..i want to make some notes for my previous lectures..a lot of work have to be done....hmmm what else would i want to talk about?actually i have no idea and mood for writing a new entry..but my little roomate here (yes dayah..you! :P) always asking when will my blog be update?so i'm writing here just for the sake of her!hahahaha takdela..saje je~

I miss home again...eventhough i already went back last weekend..i miss my parents actually..when i'm with them..i can forget all the things that make me sad,stress etc...i really grateful to have them with me...without them..i dunno what's going to happen to me...oh i do miss my little brother of mine..Aiman is 6 months already!and i love him to bits..he really made my life more meaningful....

Speaking of life...i guess that my life is getting better day by day...i manage to be calm and focus with my studies and enjoy my daily life..Alhamdulillah..i cannot be like this without the help of Allah S.W.T...dear Allah..thank you for everything...i never thought that i can feel this 'peace' in my little heart..honestly..i'm suprised...reen told me that i'm getting stronger...i guess i am~ :)

Whatever happens in the past..i will just keep it for myself..i never regret with the decision i made before..i guess it is better to live like this..if is not the best for me..maybe it is the best for others...let bygone be bygone..woohooo~

See you guys later..oh Happy birthday to Afzan..she is 21 years old today~ :)