:: kawan sehidup semati ::

dayah, anis and nisah

nuth, me and syira

"A friend should be one in whose understanding and virtue we can equally confide, and whose opinion we can value at once for its justness and its sincerity." -Robert Hall

"Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend." -Albert Camus

I love all of you girls so much...I am truly grateful to have friends like you :)

Love..Intan, the 'Tragic One'..hahahahahaha :P

:: some time to breathe!! ::

Assalammualaikum and good afternoon everyone! tiba2 rasa nak update blog eventhough esok ada tuto autocoids and perlu dibaca..tapi nak gak update blog..rriiinndduuuu~~~

yay dah pandai sikit2 pakai shawl :P

As usual and as expected..i was super duper busy...attend classes,mostly replacement classes,some tests and assignments that need to be completed..final exams just around the corner..and so much more..mmg senior dah pesan..semester 6 agak busy so i have to endure it..huhuhu

intan sangat stress sebenarnya..stress sebab study,research, pasal kawan dan juga pasal hati *teeet!hahaha* adoi..risau gak sebenarnya..notes banyak2 tak revise lagi...SV dah mintak abstract eventhough next sem baru buat..hee advannce kan? takpela, hopefully after this lagi kurang stress nyer time sem 7..

pasal kawan tu..hmm ntah la..i really dunno what to say..maybe memang mcm tu kot...and i'm not a type of person who wants to take revenge and fight..i am honestly not a type of person who can mengamuk or marah kat orang..intan jenis pendam and let it go..bila terasa..simpan pastu try lupakan..think positive la kan..intan selalu cakap kat diri intan..kalo intan terasa ntah2 org lain lagi terasa dengan apa yg intan buat..so better let go la kan..i am also a human..sometimes i do make mistakes..so yeah sorry for that~

i guess my life right now is good..thanks to Allah for all His blessing..i got my family and friends..so far so good..

dpt gak makan tutti frutti ni hihi

oh one more thing..i appreciate to that someone who is making my life better and normal again *mesti dia tak tau dia tu sape n apa yang dia buat kan*but seriously,i am really really grateful..thank you! :) friends forever~

i better get going..i need to focus for tomorrow's tutorial..take care everyone..God bless!!

p/s: just like i said before..if Allah pleases..everything will be back to normal~ just believe Him :)

:: bachelorette party ::

anis dah kahwin intan baru nak cerita pasal bachelorette party dia..hahaha okay let the pictures tell the story k? :)

The venue : Parkroyal Apartment Service
Room: Studio Service Suite

sape2 nak berhoneymoon..recommend this place..best!siap ada dapur lg hihihi

The Door Gift :

The agenda : Karaoke and makan!

That's all!!thanks for the one who sponsored and plan for this party!!sob sob tinggal 3 lg celebration

:: 1st day of Retail Pharmacy Practical ::

Jusco Mahkota Cheras-Tempat saya berpraktikal~

Salam everyone!hope you guys having fun today..well i want to talk about my first day of practical..hahaha to my classmates..intan buat entry ni sebab teruja baca korang nyer status and blog..haha so i decided to make one~ :P

I was not alone..of course my bff and partner in crime also having her practical there *haha mmg kitaorg tak leh nk berpisah dari diploma lagi kot* our working hour starts at 10am to 6pm...i was kinda nervous. Yela, dah nak masuk 3 tahun meninggalkan dunia pekerjaan...i was not ready..so paham2 je la kan...met the pharmacist and she was okay...lembut orangnya..hehehe but she was kinda busy today...so she asked us to look around the pharmacy first...

So since i have no experience working at the retail pharmacy...i was really excited!!hahaha jakun tgk lotion la makeup la semua...michie on the other hand not excited as me..because she already have the experience before continuing her diploma..she was an ex-guardian staff..so she knows some of the things there..hehehe the first 3 hours...soo0o0o bored!!we have nothing to do...we had been testing all the products available there *makeup,lotion,cream you name it* and we already been walking the aisle like more than 5 times kot...sampai ingat kot bahagian mana vitamins, shampoo etc..sangat buhsan...then we decided to go out and have our lunch half an hour early...

and guess what we had for lunch??

Cheese stick!!nyummy~

Michie's beef pizza *i think*


Alfredo pasta,chicken with mushroom

Yeah tu dia makanan kitaorg..makan tak ingat la..padahal duit tak de...hahahaha..but it was irresistible...lunch set murah kot..and of course me and michie kalo pasal makan tak kisah *bahaya bahaya*

After lunch..went back to the pharmacy and yeah the pharmacist was busy again...aaaa rasa macam nak jerit pun ada..hahaha but finally around 3 pm, she given us the task to repack and label some medication...okla since intan dah memang pernah buat keje ni, intan pun dengan happy nya buat..you know why??sebab akhirnya dapat gak den duduk..muahahahaha~~

The pharmacist gave us permission to go back early..well half an hour early..ngee..before that me and michie discuss about our schedule..she decided that only 6 hours for us to be there... 11 am till 5pm..perfect!! got time for me to go jogging every evening with aiman and mummy..the pharmacist even asked us to come on weekends since that is the time we can get some crowds...so yeah..maybe i'll start next week...hopefully dapatla banyak kes...

p/s: Happy tgk status kawan2...hopefully esok lebih baik dari hari ini...selamat berpraktikal kawan2~ :)

:: selamat pengantin baru ::

I have a friend..who is one of my best friend..

Her name is Anis Murniza..







She is now married...

And she is happy...



Just want to wish her Selamat Pengantin Baru and Congratulations..good luck with her new life and hope that she will live happily ever after~

So...

Who's next??

3 already married..4 more to go..OMG!

p/s: for more pictures..just visit my facebook~ :)

:: quote for the day ::

Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing~

:: La Tahzan ::

ini hadiah saya :)

Yesterday when most of us was busy waiting for our lecture hall to open..a very sweet friend approach to me..she pull me from the crowd...i was wondering "is there something wrong?another gossip early in the morning?" hahahaha..she just smile and said " i wanted to give this to you on your birthday actually...but since i already bought it a long time ago and your birthday is still long way to go...i decided to give this to you now."

She took out a book and gave it to me...and i was suprised and obviously touched...

Reen!!thank you for the book and the message :)

I really wanted this book...I wanted to buy it but i kept delaying due to my budget...heee is a famous book..i guess most of us know...Buku "La Tahzan"..tahu kan?Speechless...and i kept thanking her for giving me this gift...terkejut,happy semua ada...all mixed up...thank you so0o much Hazureen!!! May Allah bless you dearest friend....

us...front: reen and michie..back: fero and me

p/s: kat belakang buku ada tulis "Membaca Buku-Buku Al-Hidayah Anda Selangkah Mendekati Allah"...InsyaAllah..this is what i want...and i am trying one by one and slowly to be close to Allah S.W.T...semoga diri ini diberkati olehNya aamiiinnn~

:: Selamat Hari Raya ::

Adoi..baru sekarang nak update blog and wish raya..hihihi sangat sibuk dengan persiapan raya walaupun sebenarnya mood raya tak de lagi huhuhu~

Dikesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua followers saya,kawan2,family dan sewaktu dengannya...ampun maaf dipinta..halal kan makan dan minum intan ye..minta maaf jika ada terlanjur kata and terkasar bahasa...sesungguhnya intan ni hanya insan biasa...

So enjoy your Raya peeps!! Have a nice one...spend your time wisely with your love ones...take care~

p/s: he-who shall not be named: kamu..salam aidilfitri..semoga gembira dan bahagia disamping dengan keluarga dan orang yang tersayang..minta ampun dan maaf atas segala kesalahan intan..all i can say is..this is the path that Allah gave to me and i know that this is the right one..i am sorry if things does not according to what we wanted to..but if Allah pleases, maybe it will turn out the way we wanted to be..salam :)

:: fox rain ::

I still don't understand love,

so I cannot get any closer.

But why does my foolish heart keep pounding?

I'm haunted by you again and again,

I just can't get away.

This hopeless love hurts my heart so much.

Going from day to night,

you're all I think about

Being so pitiful and silly,

what should I do?

Heart follows love,

what am I going to do?

This hopeless love hurts my heart so much.

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidup

dubirubidup

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidup

dubirubidup

Going from day to night,

you're all I think about.

Being so pitiful and silly,

what should I do?

The day when my pain fades away,

will that day ever come?

Being so pitiful and silly,

What can I do after all?

The moonlight is so beautiful,

I just can't get away.

Let me lie down by your side for a moment.

A moment, just a moment.

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidup

dubirubidup

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidurappwa

dubirubidup

dubirubidup

dubirubidup

p/s: you can change some strangers to be your friends..unfortunately, some of them can turn back into strangers again~

"sometimes..i guess i do really want to know your reaction of the things that had happened..i want you to tell me face to face how you really felt..maybe by that way..i could really have a peace of mind~"

:: thank you ::

A dear friend of mine dedicate to me this song...she also send me a little message~

Be strong!!!!! :]

aaawww thank you so much dear...love the song especially the lyrics..glad to have you as a friend..love ya~

dear Fero..bila kita nak keluar sama2 lagi ni?jomla kluar lagi dengan michie and reen...hutang karok lum dibayar lagi...meeeooowww~ :P

:: graduation ::

saturday..31st of july..one of my best friend has finally finishes her degree!!yay~

me and syira on our way to meet dayah~

location: MMU Cyberjaya

time: 12pm

only the three of us (again!) that went there to celebrate her happy day! we bought her some sweet flowers..

sunflowers and roses for her~

congratulations dayah! we all love you dear...

p/s: hmmm semua best friend intan dah selamat convo...tinggal intan je ni...huhuhu...baiklah bersemangat intan!!! insyaAllah intan dapat grad on time~ :)

ada gaya tak budak grad?? *padahal time diploma dah grad kot* :P

:: my side of the story ::

first of all...intan nak mintak maaf banyak2 jikalau ada org terasa macam citer ini mengenai dirinya ataupun orang lain..sesungguhnya intan hanya ingin luahkan kesemuanya sebelum intan menutup dengan rasminya kisah ini...

setahun dah berlalu..tak sangka begitu cepat..banyak intan dah tempuhi..dan insyaAllah intan jadikan kisah ini sebagai peringatan dan pengajaran buat diri intan..intan sebenarnya dah tak kisah sangat dengan citer ni..tp memandangkan kisah ini bnyk memberi impak kepada diri intan suatu ketika dahulu..intan rasa intan patut citer dan bagitau kisah2 saki baki dalam hati ni..sebab mungkin intan ada rasa ketidakpuasan hati kot..so it is now or never right?

mungkin pertama sekali intan nak cakap...intan memang dah lama redha dengan ketentuan Illahi atas apa yang berlaku..memang kita tidak bole nak buat apa2 kan?dan intan sebenarnya rasa intan dah cukup berusaha untuk mencuba dan jelas sekali kamu tidak mahu..bila intan tahu keputusan itu in my mind intan dah set..intan redha..dan intan akan cuba untuk menjadi kawan seperti yang kamu cadangkan and inginkan..

tetapi makin lama semakin intan cuba menjadi kawan..semakin kamu menjauh...i dunno...this is what i felt..kadang-kadang intan rasakan yang intan yang agak 'terhegeh2'..pernah gak kamu kata there is nothing to talk about..well i am sorry..i guess back then i don't accept that reason..dan intan agak terkilan bila kamu buat macam as if there is nothing happened after kejadian itu..me on the other hand sangat teruk..the impact was so great..paling intan ingat sampai sekarang bila time final dulu..setiap hari intan menangis depan michie sebab tak leh concentrate...setiap hari okay..menangis sebab bengang dengan diri sendiri..kenapa tak leh jadi macam kamu..bole je lupakan perkara tu...sangat hebat la kamu~

Allah Maha Besar..Dia yang tau apa yang terbaik untuk diri kita kan? alhamdulillah intan pun dah ok sedikit demi sedikit..intan nak mintak maaf banyak2 kalo kadang2 intan tak tegur dan menjauhkan diri pulak masa dulu2...sebab intan rasa intan perlukan masa sendiri..

ada jugak intan terkilan..masa tu intan tau yang kamu sudah ada teman baru...pernah jugak intan tanya..tapi kamu kata tak..tapi tu la instinct intan sangat kuatla.. tengok2 memang betul..intan sedih gak sebab dapat tau dari tempat lain..bukan kat diri kamu sendiri..mungkin intan masih merasa kamu adalah kawan baik saya lagi kot...yang dulu memberi semangat kepada diri intan..dan teman dikala sedih dan gembira...let me make myself clear..intan sangat gembira bila dapat tau dia adalah teman baru kamu..sebab dulu kamu pernah bercerita tentang dia..dan dari cara kamu cerita tentang dia..memang intan tau kamu amat meminati dia...eventhough masa kita bersama pun kamu masih simpan gambar dia di dalam hp kamu...*sorry..masa tu terjah hp kamu dan intan ternampak* huhuhu sedih gak..tipu la tak sedih tapi intan berfikiran positif..and menganggap benda tu remeh..sebab dia pun best friend kamu gak...

tapi hati dan perasaan ni jugakla kita tak dapat predict kan?just like you said..feelings is subjective..ia akan berubah..intan gembira bila kamu gembira dengan dia..apatah lagi kamu mmg suka dia dari dulu lagi..satu lagi dugaan bagi diri intan bila intan dapat melihat segala benda yang korang update..memang at first intan xkisah..tapi kadang2 hati ni terdetik and mula banding2kan diri ini..kenapa time dulu intan dengan dia dia tak sehappy mcm ni?kenapa bila dengan dia mcm ni mcm tu...sampai intan rasa perit sangat dan rasa macam intan ni hanyalah sebagai teman persinggahan sebelum dia bertemu dengan 'the right one'...rebound?yup sampai macam tu sekali....tu sebab sampai satu tahap intan terpaksa block korang supaya intan betul2 kuat dan move on..because that is what i really want...i don't want this feelings still lingers in my heart and mind..and most important thing..intan tak nak kaco korang la..n mintak maaf banyak2..teman kamu ada hantar msg di fb..ada satu ayat dia cakap "dia tidak akan bahagia kalo intan tak bahagia" tu yang intan rasa intan perlu bertindak..intan tak pernah block orang kecuali kalo orang tu mmg cakap suruh jauhkan diri ke apa...intan nak mintak maaf sangat2..mungkin org kata cara intan ni agak childish or selfish but i already thought about it a long time ago..is not that i did not try to be as normal as i can..for me this is my last resort..i guess it is better to let go of it and put it aside...it is the best for all of us..

tapi serious la the feeling of guilt doing that is still haunts me..sebab ye la korang tak wat salah apa2 pun..dah banyak kali rasa macam nak unblock balik...tapi memikirkan intan ni pun xleh percaya diri sendiri...nnti kejap2 gi tgk profile..mcm ala2 stalker gitu...ish that is one of my reason for doing this...xmo tgk2 n tau pasal kisah korang..nnti lagi susah nak kuatkan diri..rasa bersalah sentiasa ada..and at times i really miss the time when we were friends..xdela bila nampak terus macam jauhkan diri...terserempak pastu cari jalan lain nk lalu *yes yes saya buat mcm tu dulu*intan tak mahu buat begitu lg..

sekarang ni intan dah okay..perasaan dah lama dah tak de..tapi tu la semuanya slow2..intan pun dah unblock korang..so dah macam biasa dah..alhamdulillah...now terpulang la pada kamu langkah seterusnya..intan tak kisah dan sentiasa menghormati keputusan korang...i would like to take this opportunity to thank you..because you were my best friend..you really help me a lot in times i need someone to talk to...you know my past..all of it..eventhough sometimes is sad when you know my past and yet you did the same way..but it's okay..i guess you have to right? thank you so much for everything..keep in mind that you are a really a good friend..really glad to meet you and get to know you...hope you are happy with her...intan sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan korang..you guys are meant to be together...and intan nak mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai ke hujung kaki jika kamu terasa dengan entry ini..and also kisah ni mcm berbeza ke tak betul ke apa..well this is what i felt and intan rasa intan nak lepaskan semuanya hari ni gak..dah takmo pikir2 or teringat...intan nak teruskan hidup...and intan percaya..setiap kejadian ada hikmahnya~

intan minta maaf sekali lagi...dan dengan ini..berakhirlah kisah suatu ketika dahulu.. walaupun relationship kita sangatla singkat 10.6.2009-1.8.2009..tapi ia tetap best!!ok now tutup cerita n move on with our life...yay! *clap clap*

p/s: patutnya nak publish 1hb nnti tp takut tak sempat n penat..yela time tu baru habis tgk MTV Worldstage..hahaha bahasa pun dah tunggang langgang..okay2 rasa lega sangat3~ happy!!! :)

:: done ::

i don't want this unwanted guilt still in my heart...so i decided to let everything back to normal..honestly, i don't want us to be like a stranger anymore..i am ready..and that is why i am doing this..

i have done my part..and it is up to you to decide...

p/s: you said that if i'm ready to be your friend..i have to let you know right?so yeah yuuhuuu *waving* i'm ready~ :)

:: dear friend ::

dear friend i haven't heard from you in ages

i wonder how you're making out

last time we talked i felt the space growing

between us

i didn't think you'd go so far

tell me how could you just vanish

without giving me any reasons

what were you thinking

and does this all make sense to you?

it's hard when you dont say anything

when i gave you everything

and still you slip right through my fingers

its hard when you dont say anything

is this how you finish things?

because to me, this doesn't feel like the end.. dear friend

it's not like me to put my trust in somebody

but to you i gave it all

and if you'd asked me i would soften all your falls

but now it's me who's stumbling

tell me how could you just vanish

without giving me any reasons

what were you thinking?

and does this all make sense to you?

its hard when you dont say anything

when i gave you everything

and still you slip right through my fingers

it's hard when you don't say anything

is this how you finish things

cause to me this doesn't feel like the end... dear friend..

p/s:deep in my heart, i wish i could be by your side when you are in need and give you support..but it's impossible and i know i am not the friend that you can talk to anymore..whatever it is,dear friend..be strong..i believe you are strong and i know that you can get through this..God bless!! :)

:: anis engagement ::

Friday...went to Gopeng...start our journey at night..actually i thought i got the chance to ride a fairlady..haishhh tapi pelamin anganku musnah kot...syira said there's problem regarding the order so instead of that sport car...she drove a new honda civic...and i got the chance to drive the car woohoo!!By 10.45pm we reach the destination..it was raining...salam anis' mum,cous,uncles and aunties..grandparents and went straight to our room...have to be prepared for the next day...but we managed to see the hantaran and take some pictures first~

erkk??no comment :P

The next day i woke up at 6 am...yela umah org kot..kena bangun awal sikit...hihihi okay lagipun nak solat kan?take a shower and get ready for the engagement..majlis tahlil started around 11.30 am...the engagement start around 1.30pm..alhamdulillah everything was according to plan..anis was so pretty~

while waiting for anis to be ready~

love the makeup..pretty isn't she?

us together~

We went back to KL around 4.30pm...i just like to take this opportunity to say congratulations to my dear bff anis murniza...you are so gorgeous!! hopefully everything went well..can't wait for your wedding...love you~

That's all for today...gonna watch the final match..go Spain!!

:: usher ::

Salam hello readers! it's been a while...well just want to share some stories...i wanted to update my blog yesterday but i fell asleep in front of my laptop!! hmm..last Wednesday i got the chance to watch Usher life in KL!!!wooohooo~~~

our tickets~

I went with Reen,Fero, Michie...we went to the stadium quite early...ye ar we were the first one who enters the stadium!! semangat kan?we bought the cheapest one..since jpa still haven't give us some money...huhuhu the view was kinda far but it's okay..i still can see the stage clearly..

me..excited muka saya kan?

It was superb!!!thank God most of my classes starts next week..so i don't have any regrets going there..hehehehe anyways...the concert starts around 8.30pm...misz nina also came and perform her song...i like!!!

When Usher started to perform...i was like OMG Usher siot~~!!!he was so damn HOT...he sangs beautifully...not to mention his dance...aaaaaa cair okay....he started with his first single from his first album to his latest songs...my all time favorite was you got it bad,confession part 2,my boo, caught up,yeah *okay many more :P* course OMG performance was the best...people screaming everywhere!!including me...sampai sakit tekak kot..hahaha~

usher!!!

the view is still good~ :)

It ends around 11pm...i wish i can see him perform again...dear usher...please come again to Malaysia...you are a great performer!!i love you~~~~

p/s: masih teringat concert itu...oh cair dibuatnyer *faint* -usher mood-

:: merapu sebelum balik ::

All set..but mum asked me to wait for her from KLIA...yup my sister has left to Sarawak..final year already..insyaAllah hope that she finished her study and continue for degree...

Huhuhu listening to my songs that i put in my blog *if you don't like the song just immediately press the pause button at the bottom of my page* my mood change drastically...today the weather is cloudy..no sunshine..maybe the world also feels sad of me going back there?hehe *wekwek* i got some uneasy feeling since last night..i dunno why?dear Allah hope everything is alright...

I'm worried about myself actually...why you may asked?well my spots is still here...not to mention the scars..yikes! horror okay~ dah la intan bukan jenis yang cepat hilang parut...sedih3...dah tak cantikla intan ni..dah la mmg tak cantik...but what to do..redha je la...and try to at least kurangkan parut..

Yesterday i just surf the net...see some profile in FB,twitter etc...tgk2 perempuan2 yang cantik2..*teett saya bukan stalker cume smlm tak de keje* i'm kinda jealous..ada yang tak pakai makeup..kulit punyerla gebu...parut jerawat tak de langsung...apela diorg gune ye..makan sayur ke?huhuhu tu intan lemah sikit..hahahahaha :P

Seriously teringinla nak jadi cantik macam diorang..kalo ada pakwe ke apa..mesti disayang,bukan macam intan ni..pakwe tinggalkan intan sebab tak cantik kot..jerawat bnyk...mata macam panda..hehehe habisla start semester ni memang geng panda la saya~ apelah intan ni tetiba citer pasal cantik2..hahaha agak down sebenarnya tu yang nak citer kat sini..tapi tu la..cantikla,kalau yang ada bf tu mesti bf dia bangga..sweet je huhuhu~

Saya merapu lagi mintak maafla follower...sindrom nak balik puncak alam kot..sambil tunggu Double Whooper Burger King..* perut dah nyanyi macam lagu kat blog ni* Katil malam ni baru sampai..ntah bilalah nak siap kemas baju2 letak kat dalam almari...ada mesyuarat lagi malam ni...i canceled my plan to meet my wonder girls..post-wedding celebration nuth and azid..dengan pre-engagement anis..sorry ye my sayangs...really can't make it tonight...

Oh yeah...my financial status is zero!!never seen my account has less than rm1000 before..huhu pecah rekod hee...jpa cepatlah masuk...mahu membuat kempen tabung menabung lagi...for your info i did not asked my dad for money..but if he insists to give me some..saya terima dengan hati yang terbuka,,,hahahaha adoi anak dara yang tak gune *kabush*so yeah..everything on my own...

Huhu nape mendung hari ni?buat saya sayu je...buat lagi malas nak pulang sane...nak berdepan dengan ........................................................................................... *sila isi tempat kosong dengan perkataan yang sesuai*huhuhu but kinda excited too since i'm going to meet my friends...korang jumpa di DKF 6 k...

Dah la merapu lagi buhsan orang nak baca.. baik cari aiman...nak gomol2 dia buat kali terakhir....take care semua muuaaahhhh~

p/s: diri ini makin kuat...i know i can handle it...heeee semester 5 here i come~ :)

:: have faith ::

Segala dugaan yang Allah bagi pada kita ada hikmahnya...jangan lah kita sesekali berputus asa terhadap Allah Yang Maha Esa..Sesungguhnya Dia tidak akan memberi dugaan kat kita kalo Dia tahu kita tidak boleh menghadapinya~

Ya Allah,kadang-kala aku lupa, segala apa yang Kau telah berikan kepadaku...Ampunkan aku Ya Allah dikala aku bersedih dan kadang -kala ingin berputus asa...Aku memohon kepadaMu Ya Allah..kuatkan hati aku untuk menghadapi dugaan yang akan datang...InsyaAllah hatiku hanyalah untukMu Ya Allah...Aku bersyukur kepadaMu Ya Allah kerana memberi aku ibu bapa,adik-beradik,sahabat2 yang sentiasa bersama denganku,menyokongku..untuk menghadapi kehidupan ini...

Kadang-kala Allah hilangkan matahari,Allah datangkan hujan.Kita menangis mencari matahari,tapi sebenarnya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi.

Alhamdulillah..diriku makin kuat...segala keputusan yang aku lakukan telah menampakkan hasil...sedikit demi sedikit..insyaAllah aku akan berusaha sedaya upaya untuk menjadi seorang yang beriman dan bertakwa kepadaMu Ya Allah~ :)

Oh ye..special dedication to Anis Izyan..well is short and simple one...

Thanks for the sweet gift eventhough tak dapat lagi la kan...hihihihi really appreciate it...be strong tau..tak mo nangis2 lagi ea sayang...love you always...remember Allah..and have faith..time really can heal you~ :)

anis izyan and me..time dinner mpg 2010

:: fairlady ::

Ok..intan tak de citer yg best sebenarnya..just nak share sikit ape yang intan tgh excited...

One of my best friend had bought a new car...is a Nissan Fairlady...tau tak yang mane kete tu?At first intan mcm tak kisah sangatla kete ni..yup2 i'm not into this kinda car sbb den tak mampu kot...i tried to google up the car...

And here's the picture of the car:

jeng jeng jeng!!

After seeing this car..barula sistem saraf aku berfungsi untuk decode the information..hahaha dan rasa teruja pun timbul..teruk kan intan ni *teeettt*..but yeah obviously i am so excited about it..my friend told me she wants to drive it to Gopeng..Anis's engagement..OMG best giler..

I am totally proud of my friends...they have achieved a lot..they are already settled down and really work hard on their career..me on the other hand..have a long way to go..haish...don't worry..2 years kejap je ni..hihihi

Love my friends so much..they are my everything~

my wonder gurls

from left:nisah,anis,me,nuth and syira..dayah and shikin is not in the picture

:: mood hilang ::

haaaa tgk tajuk pun dah tau kan?? pastu wat entry dalam BM..nampak sangat tak de mood...adoi~

ish...xleh...kena mood happy..sebab blog ni kena happy2...hahaha okay..berusahalah!

Waiting for my friends to pick me up...yup wedding invitations..haha suprisingly they willing to pick me up here in puncak alam..so that's fine with me..as long as i'm not the one who drives...

Tick tock..time passes by so fast...it's already sunday...workload is still not in the danger zone i guess...stress?aaaaa i am in stress! really need some help here...i need someone to slap my face right now!!!my emotions are so not stable sometimes..but Alhamdulillah still in control...one of my friends told me that i look pale and thinner...what??impossible!! my appetite is getting better day by day..but i dunno..suprisingly i'm happy because someone told me that i'm thin (hahaha giler!!) :P

Anyway.. My life is getting better day by day...my decision before..well everything that i have done before has shown it's results..happy ones..sad ones..macam2 ada...i'm happy...for myself..that i have found the solution for my happiness in life *well still in progress but i know this is the right one*

Okay gtg..attending weddings in progress~

p/s: 10.6.2009 and 1.8.2009...ada ape dengan tarikh2 ini? well this is the date that i really want to forget..and it is till in progress...don't worry..this date is not important anymore for that someone~

almost forgot! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BEST FRIEND!! Dr. Natrah Razak~

heee semoga panjang umur n murah rezeki..merawatlah haiwan2 dengan baik ea~

love you