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All set..but mum asked me to wait for her from KLIA...yup my sister has left to Sarawak..final year already..insyaAllah hope that she finished her study and continue for degree...

Huhuhu listening to my songs that i put in my blog *if you don't like the song just immediately press the pause button at the bottom of my page* my mood change drastically...today the weather is cloudy..no sunshine..maybe the world also feels sad of me going back there?hehe *wekwek* i got some uneasy feeling since last night..i dunno why?dear Allah hope everything is alright...

I'm worried about myself actually...why you may asked?well my spots is still here...not to mention the scars..yikes! horror okay~ dah la intan bukan jenis yang cepat hilang parut...sedih3...dah tak cantikla intan ni..dah la mmg tak cantik...but what to do..redha je la...and try to at least kurangkan parut..

Yesterday i just surf the net...see some profile in FB,twitter etc...tgk2 perempuan2 yang cantik2..*teett saya bukan stalker cume smlm tak de keje* i'm kinda jealous..ada yang tak pakai makeup..kulit punyerla gebu...parut jerawat tak de langsung...apela diorg gune ye..makan sayur ke?huhuhu tu intan lemah sikit..hahahahaha :P

Seriously teringinla nak jadi cantik macam diorang..kalo ada pakwe ke apa..mesti disayang,bukan macam intan ni..pakwe tinggalkan intan sebab tak cantik kot..jerawat bnyk...mata macam panda..hehehe habisla start semester ni memang geng panda la saya~ apelah intan ni tetiba citer pasal cantik2..hahaha agak down sebenarnya tu yang nak citer kat sini..tapi tu la..cantikla,kalau yang ada bf tu mesti bf dia bangga..sweet je huhuhu~

Saya merapu lagi mintak maafla follower...sindrom nak balik puncak alam kot..sambil tunggu Double Whooper Burger King..* perut dah nyanyi macam lagu kat blog ni* Katil malam ni baru sampai..ntah bilalah nak siap kemas baju2 letak kat dalam almari...ada mesyuarat lagi malam ni...i canceled my plan to meet my wonder girls..post-wedding celebration nuth and azid..dengan pre-engagement anis..sorry ye my sayangs...really can't make it tonight...

Oh yeah...my financial status is zero!!never seen my account has less than rm1000 before..huhu pecah rekod hee...jpa cepatlah masuk...mahu membuat kempen tabung menabung lagi...for your info i did not asked my dad for money..but if he insists to give me some..saya terima dengan hati yang terbuka,,,hahahaha adoi anak dara yang tak gune *kabush*so yeah..everything on my own...

Huhu nape mendung hari ni?buat saya sayu je...buat lagi malas nak pulang sane...nak berdepan dengan ........................................................................................... *sila isi tempat kosong dengan perkataan yang sesuai*huhuhu but kinda excited too since i'm going to meet my friends...korang jumpa di DKF 6 k...

Dah la merapu lagi buhsan orang nak baca.. baik cari aiman...nak gomol2 dia buat kali terakhir....take care semua muuaaahhhh~

p/s: diri ini makin kuat...i know i can handle it...heeee semester 5 here i come~ :)