:: reminder for myself ::

"Jangan ingat dia lagi...cuba ko pikir...after all that happened..dia ada contact dengan ko lagi x?dia ada tanye pasal ko lagi x?dia ada amik tau pasal ko?tanye ko mcm mane? tak de kan?buat ape nak pikir pasal dia lagi sedangkan dia tak pernah pikir pasal ko...masa ko tgh usaha untuk naikkan semangat ko balik..masa sedih..dia ada x?dia tolong tak ko?ko pikirla sendiri intan...dah brape bulan korang tak bertegur sape..padahal ape yg terjadi ni bukan salah sape2..kononnyer after all that happened hopefully still be friends..ini ke dinamakan kawan?"

Suddenly i found this one..it's been in my phone for few months...hmm this msg is kinda harsh but i do understand her...she care about me..she don't want me to be sad anymore..i don't blame her..but i guess my situation is different..nisah i hope u understand~

I guess he who shall not be named (i can't believe i'm using this!just like my ex mr.z) thinks that this is the best way...and i think so too..sacrifice so call love and friendship..hope it's worth it..and i think that it is worth it..for both of them especially..

*i had never regret with the life i have chosen*

*if you guys were in my shoes..then you will probably understand*

*i don't care and i don't mind at all..i'm happy with my life right now*

p/s: I've started to open up a bit..dun worry..i'll try not to express everything in my heart..maybe because i suddenly reminiscing the memories..it's been 8 months..and i don't care about it anymore~ :)

*hope you guys are happy..mmg happy pun kan?*