:: hati~ ::

Hari ni nak melayan perasaan jap..KEJAP je tau! so sapa yang tak tahan sila la tgk blog orang lain~

hati...bila2 je berubah..dari sedih ke gembira,marah semualah..tp ari ni intan tak dela sedih..tp terasa...KOT..hahaha *eh tgh monolog tak leh gelak2*ok2 let us begin:

i miss who was once my bestfriend most..it's been months since we talk *okay ym still count as talking* and i guess and i assume that you don't have any topic..hmm so sad..i remember when we were friends..we can talk anything and 3 a.m is our limit...what happened in the past was a sad thing but alhamdulillah i can accept it..you are happy and i don't have to guess that kan?and i know i'm the one who started all of this..you are my best friend..even though our short relationship did not work out but i thought that our friendship will still be strong..but i was wrong...until now when i see you i felt like i better disappear or go somewhere else..so that you won't see my face..sometimes i felt like i'm a huge burden to you...that is why i have done so many things that some people might say it is not necessary..but hey i never regret what i done in the past because i have a heart too..and it needs some love from me..
i wish i got the courage to say at least hi to you..but nope..knowing me who will never make the first move..and yeah stupidly waiting for you to make the first move...sometimes i really want to know how you feel..i mean,if i am your bestfriend like you said before...don't you felt the emptiness? well at least i felt it..don't you feel that you need to do something to make sure that we are all good? takkan sampai grad..sampai bila2 kita tak tegur...perit sgt..do you still care with our friendship?

every time i see you online i wish you would just say hi to me..at least i know that you are not mad at me or whatsoever..but nevermind..this is how i feel..and maybe this is the consequences i must face..and i know eventually i will forget this issue and move on with my life...is not that now i can't move on..i already did..i am happy with my life now and i am totally grateful with my life right now..better stop now ~



p/s: bole lah air mata meleleh time buat ni *tak malu betul intan ni!*
okay cukupla dah melayan perasaan..jom gomol2 aiman~ hehehe