trying my best to be me again and i want to feel what is like when everything happens for a reason~
Saturday, December 3, 2011
:: L O V E ::
sikit je nak tulis...walaupun saya tau bukannya org nak baca blog saya...
cinta tu mmg la lumrah manusia...semua orang akan jatuh cinta..whether you like it or not..it depends on ourself to let it be real or just a fantasy...for me..is a gift that only some lucky people will experience it..lagi best kalo the one that we fell in love felt the same way too...
we cannot force ourself to fall in love and stop falling in love...kalo bole mmg saya nak buat mcm tu...huhuhu kadang2 memori lama ni slalu datang tanpa disangka...but, what can we do to not let it control our feelings??Ingatla pada Yang Maha Esa...seriously, Allah really helps.
sometimes i scared that this thing in my heart would then kill me...eventhough i know the consequences but still i want to let it linger in my heart...suicide? yes it is...but don't worry..i'm not that obsessed...
right now...i just want it to be a memory for myself..sbb lps ni dah tak bole rasa mcm ni...heee this crush will never be the love of my life....so diam2 je la kan...
cukupla...semua ada hikmah disebalik kejadian..apa yang kita bole buat adalah berdoa agar dia akan bahagia bersama dengan orang yang dia sayang..dan saya dpt berjumpa dengan orang yang bole buat saya bahagia...amiinnnn~~
p/s: i am totally out of his life...and he is not someone that is important for me anymore..tp Allah Maha adil...Dia yang mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk diri ni...saya cuma berdoa agar tiada satu perasaan harapan pun di hati ni..saya redha..dan saya tak mahu saya akan sedih lg..
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