:: lamanyaaaa ::

Assalammualaikum!

hello everyone..dah lama saya tak update blog ni..hmm sbnrnya dah xde rasa nk buat blog...mood dah hilang..anyway hopefully there are some ideas that i can share with you guys later on...currently i'm on holiday..alhamdulillah..semester 7 is over..with all the stress,laughter and sadness...kali ni just bertawakal dan berdoa kepada Allah agar semuanya ok...harap2 semua paper lulus..so that i can get through my semester 8 with ease...eh eh??? semester 8??yup finally baby yahooo...can't wait...

ok that's all for today, will continue later..bye!

saya makin tembam..time cuti duduk rumah naik 3kg :(

p/s: weddings setiap bulan..my cousins are getting married one by one...oh my bila la giliran saya pula..harap2 bila attachment kat hospital jumpala bakal suami *erkk nk doctor ke?* :P

:: L O V E ::

sikit je nak tulis...walaupun saya tau bukannya org nak baca blog saya...

cinta tu mmg la lumrah manusia...semua orang akan jatuh cinta..whether you like it or not..it depends on ourself to let it be real or just a fantasy...for me..is a gift that only some lucky people will experience it..lagi best kalo the one that we fell in love felt the same way too...

we cannot force ourself to fall in love and stop falling in love...kalo bole mmg saya nak buat mcm tu...huhuhu kadang2 memori lama ni slalu datang tanpa disangka...but, what can we do to not let it control our feelings??Ingatla pada Yang Maha Esa...seriously, Allah really helps.

sometimes i scared that this thing in my heart would then kill me...eventhough i know the consequences but still i want to let it linger in my heart...suicide? yes it is...but don't worry..i'm not that obsessed...

right now...i just want it to be a memory for myself..sbb lps ni dah tak bole rasa mcm ni...heee this crush will never be the love of my life....so diam2 je la kan...

cukupla...semua ada hikmah disebalik kejadian..apa yang kita bole buat adalah berdoa agar dia akan bahagia bersama dengan orang yang dia sayang..dan saya dpt berjumpa dengan orang yang bole buat saya bahagia...amiinnnn~~


p/s: i am totally out of his life...and he is not someone that is important for me anymore..tp Allah Maha adil...Dia yang mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk diri ni...saya cuma berdoa agar tiada satu perasaan harapan pun di hati ni..saya redha..dan saya tak mahu saya akan sedih lg..

:: wordless wednesday ::

Dear Allah

Dear Allah, I know who I am...I am unworthy...I am not perfect... i just need the strength to carry on with my life..I just want to be a better person to Allah.. I want to be the one who always remembers what is right or wrong... What is my priority in life... I just need You...dear God... Apa pun yang terjadi..saya perlu hadapinya..saya sedar kadang kala perasaan sedih dan negatif sentiasa menyelubungi diri...Tapi saya tetap berusaha untuk mengingati diri ini bahawa apa yang berlaku telah ditentukan oleh Allah SWT..dan ini mungkin yang terbaik buat diriku ini... Hanya orang yang rapat dengan saya yang faham perasaan saya ini...it is hard to explain... kini, ku hanya boleh berdoa agar diri ini kuat menghadapi segala dugaan yang ada.. Be strong Intan! This is the life that you have to live with...

::baru nak wish raya::

Assalammualaikum!!! Selamat hari raya semua~ masih belum terlambat lgkan hihihi..intan nak minta maaf kalo ada salah dan silap ye...sorry sangat busy...kelas dah start..baru hari kedua tapi dah rasa mcm nak mati *ayat metafora* huhuhu

Semester 7...sudah masuk Clinical okay...tp intan masih lagi ingat tak ingat nama ubat2...adoi..kena blajar dari sekarang...kena jadi macam The Great Jang Geum..sape dia??alaaa citer Jewel in the Palace tu...the first woman yang jadi Tabib Raja di Korea..yeap..cerita ini adalah benar...(sila tgk kalo ada masa..cerita dia 70 episode je)

The Great Jang Geum..adore her!

Perlu jadi mcm dia..dia slalu membaca dan mencari ilmu  bila2 masa..rajin sangat!!dan sangat tegas...really love her determination to prove to everyone that girls also can do it...so intan..try your best..tp tak perlulah sampai kena pakai baju sama mcm dia kan??hahaha *sorry la sbenarnya baru je lps habis tgk citer ni padahal citer ni dah lama kot..tu sbb ada aura jewel in the palace*

                                                               

     Eh Eh! konon Jang Geum la tu~

Take care everyone..and wish me luck!

p/s: i wish to be silent...and just focus on my studies..can i do that?

:: kawan sehidup semati ::

dayah, anis and nisah

nuth, me and syira

"A friend should be one in whose understanding and virtue we can equally confide, and whose opinion we can value at once for its justness and its sincerity." -Robert Hall

"Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend." -Albert Camus

I love all of you girls so much...I am truly grateful to have friends like you :)

Love..Intan, the 'Tragic One'..hahahahahaha :P

:: ermmm...ermmm ::

Semalam saya mimpi...tak tau la macam mana nak describe..is an unbelievable dream for me...

Disebabkan mimpi itulah saya makin berharap...

aiyooo~~~

napelah mimpi tu..kan dah all mixed up..kalau mimpi tu jadi kenyataan takpela gak kan hehehe

oh mimpi...mimpi ni buat saya rasa 'dugeun dugeun' kejap...

ermmm..back to reality intan..

mimpi tu hanya mainan tidur

dah dah lupekan saja*cubit pipi*